Maybe God does love me!

I came into the world crying
But God had given me mother to love
I fell while learning to walk
But God had given me father to support
Older children bullied me at school
But God had given me brother to protect
Some things I couldn’t tell anyone
But God had given me sister to confide
My first crush fell for someone else
But God had given me friend to trust
Sometimes I felt all alone in the world
But God had given me the one person I needed
I always had some kind of a problem
But God had given me a solution every time
I thought he had forgotten after sending me down
But God had given me his love always, although in different forms

Jhooth

Kuchh is kadar chala silsila jhooth ka,
Ki ban gaya hai doston ek kila jhooth ka.
Sach to jaise murjha sa gaya hai,
Ek chehra khila to wo bhi jhooth ka.
Aaina dekhne ki thi fursat kisse,
Itna haseen tha chehra jhooth ka.
Kabhi ujala jo hua tha umeed ka,
Usko bhi chhipa gaya andhera jhooth ka.
Ek majboori si ban gaya hai ye sab,
Warna kaun chahta hai sahara jhooth ka.
Ab Ravan ke haath hi jab Ayoddhya ho,
To kiss se kijiyega gila jhooth ka.

Lonely Whispers

Lonely whispers fill my heart,
As empty voices tear my life apart,
I watch the pieces scatter,
Pretending that it doesn’t matter,
But I know the words have slowly died,
Only whispers play inside,
Many times I’ve tried to live,
A normal life with love to give,
But the empty voices start to scream,
And my love goes back to my dream,
The empty voices fall apart,
My life I’ll live without my heart,
For I shall be the one who’ll be called,
As the one who was never loved.

Meri Aarzoo

Khwahishein insaan ki jaan le leti hain
Mujhko to meri aarzoo ne maar daala,
Jeet ne to kabhi haath thaama hi na tha
Jo kuchh bhi apna tha wo bhi haar daala.

Pehli hi nazar mein wo kuchh aisa bha gai
Is dil ko apni adaaon ka kayal kar diya,
Meri neend bhi gai maine chaine bhi gawaya
Apni gehri nigaahon se mujhko ghayal kar diya,
Chahat ki har hadd ko jaane kab paar kar daala
Mujhko to meri aarzoo ne maar daala.

Rangeen ye duniya phir lagne lagi
Haseen har nazaara lagta tha,
Fursat kisse thi hosh mein aane ki
Har lamha uski yaad mein guzarta tha,
Iss veeran si zindagi mein wo kar gai ujaala
Par mujhko to meri aarzoo ne maar daala.

Chaha to bohat haal-e-dil bayaan karne ko
Kaash wo bhi samjhe mera kya haal hai,
Par darta tha kahin wo inkaar na karde
Na jaane mere baare mein uska kya khayal hai,
Bus issi khauf mein har pal guzar daala
Mujhko to meri aarzoo ne maar daala.

Apni tammannaon ko jab aur na daba saka
Himmat karke uske dar par ja pahuncha,
Badi bheed thi har taraf khushi ka mahaul tha
Tabhi shor mein kahin maulvi ne poochha,
Tumhe ye shaadi kabul hai “Aarzoo”.
Uski muskurahat ne mujhe barbad kar daala
Mujhko to meri aarzoo ne maar daala.

I still remember!

Where do I look to find that someone special I found in you,
Where can I find the love you gave me my whole through.
It all comes back to me like it had never left,
No matter how hard I try, but I can’t forget.
Those moments we shared in each others eyes,
The remembrance is so tender that even my heart cries.

I remember each day when we went for walks,
We used to get lost in our everlasting talks.
I remember how you sang when I used to feel sad,
Your singing was so unique, I even called you mad.
I remember how you used to always come late,
Just on the day when we had fixed an early date.
I remember the times when we spoke on the phone,
We talked and talked from night till dawn.
I remember when you said I love you the first time,
You didn’t even care for it to be a sin or a crime.
I remember your warm touch on my face even now,
I want to forget it but I don’t know how.
I remember the times we got wet in the rain,
We tried to get shelter somewhere but all in vain.

Oh how can I forget my each moment with you,
This love comes in the lives of only a few.
When for the fist time you took my hand in your hand,
It was the time when I could really understand,
That both of us had been made for each other,
That nothing could separate us, we’re meant to be together.

To think of such a thing, I was a fool,
I had quite forgotten that the world is so cruel.
It could not bear the happiness that we got,
Thus separating us, without considering a thought.
Cheering over the joy it got from breaking our heart,
Gaining its victory by taking us apart.

But no one knows our souls have become one,
The greatest bond which can be broken by none.
And I know by now you have realized too,
The only person I love is the one found in you.